In My Place
2002-12-31
new years eve 02
I think I am going crazy today...we didn't make it to the clinic in time so now alex has to go 2 days without methadone and i think it is gonna stress us both...he is going to go through withdrawal symptoms and its gonna drive me crazy...he is already an emotional wreck...he won't eat much and he hardly sleeps...so what can i do? i can just see myself already i am gonna be pulling my hair out and chain smoking for the next 2 days, and i was actually making it a new years resolution to quit smoking...what a fun new years for me! well i guess i thats all i will write for now... |
